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by Kelly » Sun May 05, 2013 5:45 am
I really appreciate it Dragon.
Things are slowly getting back to calm now. I'm working full-time and getting rest, I can eat a little bit (had the better part of a taco bell burrito last night, woot) and life is returning to me. I still deal with a lot of pain but it is less each week.
I guess the tough part, and the thing I'll have the most trouble with, is adjusting to living 'from scan to scan'. Even though I'm considered "NED", which stands for "No Evidence Of Disease", I still am anxious about 'that next scan'. It's hard not to think about and I'm beginning to wonder how long term survivors cope with that part. The mental battle kinda sucks.
When everyone you ever known is headed for a headstone
I don’t wanna give the end away but we’re gonna die one day